January 2012
Nagkakagulo ang puso at utak ko.
Papansinin ko ba siya? O ituloy ko lang na hindi siya kausapin? Hindi ko alam gagawin ko. Ayokong masaktan pero kahit anong gawin ko, masakit eh.
Hindi na ako parang tanga eh. TANGA na talaga ako. Nagpapa-apekto ako sa isang tao, eh hindi naman niya ako napapansin.
Sabi ng utak ko, ituloy ko lang na hindi siya pansin, pero alam ng puso ko, na hindi ko...
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Ang sakit magkunwari…
May iba pa ba akong magagawa? Sige! Sabihin mo sakin. Ang hirap magkunwari na kinikilig ka sa mga exchange of messages nila ng “mahal” niya. Ang hirap magkunwari na wala kang pake.
Lahat na plinano ko para lang makapag “MOVE ON”
Eto listahan ng mga dapat kong gawin:
Huwag i-text kung di kailangan (Eh hindi naman niya talaga ako tinetext eh.)
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PROJECT 366
Di ko na napost ng sunod-sunod. Ang loser ko! Bukas talaga, promise ko sa sarili ko ipopost ko na yung mga nakaraang araw.
Anywayyyy. Broken hearted ako.
Anonymous asked: i saw my dlsucet results they told me i'm qualified? does that mean i'm not accepted?! :O
DAY 7 OF 366
January 7, 2012
Wala namang special na nangyari ngayong araw.
EXCEPT SA NAKUHA KONG BAGONG PISO! WOOHOO!
Thank you sa katabi ko sa Econ. Tatlong ganyan pa binigay niya sakin. Binigay ko yung isa sa <3 ko. *Hush. secret na <3 ko siya. LOL.
Nag-uwi si Mama ng Krispy Kreme! Yum!
Ate’s friends are over. Inuman sila. Nakakulong ako sa kwarto ngayon. HIHI.
DAY 6 OF 366
January 6, 2012
4 AM ako nagising, took a bath right away, then 5 AM ready to go na ko for auditions sa PBB Teens sa MOA. Kaya lang natakot ako umalis ng madilim pa kaya 8 AM na ko nakarating dun. Late na ako, cut-off na raw kaya tumambay ako sa Krispy Kreme.
Kumain ako ng Original Glazed doughnut tsaka Sola habang tumatambay dun, inabot ako ng halos 2 hours na ata. Lugi sila sakin. LOL.
Ang...
DAY 5 OF 366
January 5, 2012
First lecture for Anaytic Geometry. Grabe ang hirap intindihin. Na-bobo lang ako. Ang hiraaaap!
Pagkauwing-pagkauwi ko, hinanap ko ang birth certificate ko. Para sa audition bukas sa PBB. Concerneed parents ko, ayaw akong pag-audition-in, kasi daw titigil ako sa pag-aaral. Para namang matatanggap ako. LOL.
Goodluck sakin. Ahihi.
DAY 4 OF 366
January 4, 2012
Today nanlibre si Karl the Birthday Boy. Akala ko sa McDo, Mang Inasal pala. UNLI RICE! WOOHOO!
Ngayon ko lang nalaman na dumami pala ang pagpipilian sa Mang inasal. Sarap ng order ko kanina, Bangus Sisig. Yum!
Sabi ni Ate na nasa cashier, “Wala po kaming Iced Tea na Unli Coke.” Obviously wala Ate.
May pahabol na Christmas gift ang Ninang ko sa officemate ni Mama,...
It hurts to fall in love with someone you know you don’t have a chance with.
Ang sakit malaman na wala kang chance. Ayoko ng ganito. New Year’s Resolution ko na hindi ako magdadrama o magpapa-apekto sa kanya, hindi NA. Pero hindi ko yata kakayanin.
Nakakasawa na rin mag-rant tungkol sa mga “heartaches” na to, kelan kaya magbabago yun?
Mahalin ka man ng maraming tao sa...
DAY 3 OF 366
January 3, 2012
Second day of classes. Mas marami akong nakitang friends today than yesterday. Kasi mas maraming terror na prof kapag Monday kaya halos lahat TTHS ang sched, ewan ko lang kung totoo.
What I wore.
Nagpakapa-girl ang friend ko, nagdress siya, wala naman yung taong gusto niyang makakita na nakadress siya. LOL. Ayaw daw ng tadhana eh, K.
Birthday ng isa kong friend ngayon, si...
DAY 2 OF 366
JANUARY 2, 2012
First day of 3rd Term sa Mapua. Kulang ako sa tulog, putol-putol kasi eh. Naka-bangs ako kanina kasi ang laki ng pimple sa noo ko. Di ako sanay.
Eto na CM ko for this term, wala man lang pumirma na Prof. Isang prof lang ang na-meet namin kanina, hindi pa pumirma. ANG LIBOG/BASTOS NG PROF. Hindi ko alam kung matatakot ako o maiinis eh. Sabi niya susuntukin niya ang mga lalaking...
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DAY 1 OF 366
January 1, 2012
Sinalubong namin ang bagong taon sa bubong namin, hindi kami nagpaputok, nanood lang ng mga fireworks ng kapitbahay. Ang hirap i-tyempo ng pagkuha ng picture sa fireworks.
Pagkatapos namin manuod ng fireworks sa bubong, kumain na kami ng Media noche namin. Nagluto ako ng Caldereta, yan na ang specialty ko ngayon. Natutunan ko ang pagluto sa internet lang. Proud na proud ako...
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366 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE
I will try to finish this, to remember every experience I will have within the whole year.
Wish me luck. Since ngayon dapat ang day 1, I’ll post 2 pictures na lang tomorrow.
December 2011
Happy New Year!
I hope 2012 will be a better year for me.
May kasalanan ba siya sayo kung hindi niya alam na sinasaktan ka niya?
More than friends, less than lovers.
BULLSHT.
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Alam ko naman ang dahilan, pero hindi ko pa rin...
Dapat talaga lumayo na ko eh. Dapat huwag ko nang ipilit na magkakaroon ng something more sa pagitan namin.
Kakayanin ko to.
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Send me a number.
1. What's your middle name?
2. What are you listening to right now?
3. What was the last thing you ate?
4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
5. Do you drink?
6. Do you smoke?
7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
8. What is your hair color?
9. What is your eye color?
10. Do you wear contacts/glasses?
11. Dogs or cats?
12. What's your favorite animal?
13. What's your favorite television show?
14. What's your favorite movie?
15. What's your favorite band/singer?
16. How old are you?
17. Do you have a crush on anyone?
18. What's your sexual orientation?
19. What's your favorite color?
20. What was your most embarrassing moment?
21. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
22. What were you like when you were a kid?
23. What would your dream house be like?
24. What last made you laugh?
25. What is your favorite word?
26. What is your least favorite word?
27. What turns you on?
28. What turns you off?
29. What is your star sign?
30. What are your favorite books?
31. Do you have any siblings?
32. Do you like to dance?
33. What is your definition of cheating?
34. Have you ever cheated on someone?
35. Do you regret anything?
36. Do you have any phobias?
37. Ever broken any bones?
38. Ever come close to death?
39. What is your religion, if any?
40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
41. Are looks important in a relationship?
42. Are you more like your mom or your dad?
43. What is your favorite season?
44. Do you have any tattoos?
45. Do you have any piercings?
46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?
48. Who is your celebrity crush?
49. Are you a virgin?
50. Do you get jealous easily?
51. What is your favorite type of food?
52. Do you ever want to get married?
53. Who was your first kiss with?
54. Have you ever been cheated on?
55. What is your idea of the perfect date?
56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?
58. What talent do you wish you'd been born with?
59. What is your saddest memory?
60. Do you believe in love at first sight?
61. Do you believe in soul mates?
62. Have you ever dyed your hair?
63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
64. Would you go against your moral code for money?
65. What are three things most people don't know about you?
66. Who are you jealous of?
67. Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
68. How long was your longest relationship?
69. Is the glass half empty or half full?
70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
71. Who is your most loyal friend?
72. Are you in a relationship?
73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
74. Are you a bad person?
75. Are you a lover or a fighter?
76. What did you do on your last birthday?
77. What is your favorite quote and why?
78. If your best friend died, what would you do?
79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
81. What is the strangest dream you've ever had?
82. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
83. Who were you in a past life?
84. What is your happiest childhood memory?
85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
87. If you were the president, what would you do?
88. What is your ideal career?
89. What is your political affiliation?
90. Are you conservative or liberal?
91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
92. Do you like kissing in public?
93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?
94. Where would you like to live?
95. Where would you go on your dream vacation?
96. Describe yourself in one word.
97. Describe yourself in one sentence.
98. Where do you see yourself in five years?
99. What is your greatest accomplishment?
100. What is the meaning of life?
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Mygahd, may bagsak na naman ako.
Everyday I pray na sana wala akong bagsak na subject every term. Pero kahit ata si God walang magagawa sa katangahan ko, sa kawalan ng focus ko sa pag-aaral. Haaay.
KASALANAN LUMANDI.
Bakit kasi Mark lingon ka nang lingon kung saan - saan? Bakit kasi di ka marunong humiwalay sa crush/mahal mo? Ayan ang napapala mo eh.
OO KINIKILIG KA PERO NASASAKTAN KA RIN DI...
Minsan kung saan ka pa TANGA, doon ka pa MASAYA.
“It’s always better to accept the fact that you are not appreciated that to insist yourself to someone who never sees your worth.”
Alam mo yung feeling na unang pagkakita mo sa kanya, pagkapasok niya sa classroom, Natulala ka, parang kinakabahan kasi papalapit siya. I remember, naka-pink siya non. Pagkapasok pa lang niya, napatingin ako, sabay yuko, tapos tingin ulit.
Iba eh.
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Mga nangyari sakin for the past few months.
Sobrang tagal na, yata, since I updated this. Eto ang mga nangyari sakin
First term of college sa Mapua.
Bagsak sa dalawang subjects.
Secretly in love with someone.
Nasira ang laptop ko.
Naglasing sa iba’t ibang lugar.
Hindi na naman nagfocuas sa pag-aaral.
Babagsak na naman sa isang subbject.
Found many new friends.
Wala pa ring love life. HAHAHA!
So yung iba nakalimutan ko na....
November 2011
Signs? Totoo ba?
Noong isang gabi, habang nagdarasal ako kay God bago matulog, humingi ako ng sign na kapag nangyari, siya na yung mamahalin ko at mamahalin ako. Oagkagising ko parang normal lang ang lahat, nakalimutan ko na nga yung paghingi ko ng sign kay God.
Algeb time noon, may dala siyang Oreos. Hawak ko yung cookies at niloloko pa siya, kunwari ay inaalok ko yung iba at hindi siya binibigyan kahit kanya...
BUSY SA SCHOOL, PERO BAGSAK PA RIN
Ano kaya yun. Hindi na ako nakakapag-Tumblr dahil sobrang busy sa school, tsaka sa mga friends. Pero may mga subjects akong bagsak tapos may mga friends akong di ko na nakikita. Especially high school friends ko.
I guess, this is my “transition” from high school to college. I was always online and kept on refreshing my dashboard, what happened. College happened.
Gusto ko ulit maging...
October 2011
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Buti pa ang CALENDAR, may DATE.
Ang galing mong MAGNANAKAW. Sa sobrang galing mo,...
Ang sakit magmahal ng palihim…
Kapag nagmahal ka, dapat hindi lang isang parte niya, kundi dapat yung kabuoan niya. Ako, kahit kawirdohan mo, mahal na mahal ko. Lahat sayo, cute sakin. Basa mong kili-kili, wirdo mong mata, corny mong jokes, penguin mong paglakad, LAHAT NA.
Pero bakit ganun? Ako di mo man lang mapansin.
Oo, nakikita mo ko, nakakausap. Pero bakit di mo maramdamam para sakin...
September 2011
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Huwag kang mangamba. Maghihiwalay din sila.
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It gets harder everyday knowing that I miss...
End of First Term
First term is nearly ending. Medyo nakapag-adjust naman na ko. Sa Mapua, no time for any other things anymore. Swerte na kong masingit ang mga ilang bagay. Nag-aadjust pa lang naman ako eh, konti pa ok na ako.
Nagbago na rin siguro ako.
Nagtiyatiyaga na ko maglakad para makatipid.
Bihira na ko magtaxi.
Bihira na ko mag-internet dahil sa sobrang pagod after school.
Di na rin ako nakakapagtext...
Ang PAG-IBIG ko sayo parang TREADMILL. Nakakapagod...
I love it when you smile, it makes me feel like making you happy is all that matters to me. I love it when you act like a baby, it makes me feel like wanting you just for myself.
It’s so ironic how I could think of all these things when in reality, it would be impossible for you to think the same things to me.
Just like the relationship between the asymptote and the Cartesian plane. I gw...